I personally think it's wonderful that you *feel* it... it's been 13 years since my brothers death and I don't think I have ever *felt* affected by it. I know I miss him and before his departure I was very mad at him and expressed it. Your experiences now, to me, I see as a love that can no longer be expressed and reciprocated, he has left a 'space' that cannot be filled - that is a beautiful thing.
My deepest regards to you.
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