Many thanks to everyone!
I will be taking time to myself.... whether it be a bath or whatever. It's just a matter of taking the time and making myself do it. Lord knows that getting away from a child is a hard thing to do when they don't want to be away from mom.
As for my boyfriend, we had a talk and everything went great as far as him hushing up when I say don't ask. That's my signal now when my daughter has created havoc on my nerves, or rather, what one I have left. And I emphasize one! LoL
Anyhow, thanks for all the input. It made me feel alot better knowing that I wasn't getting criticized for being stupid at times and easier to deal with when it's not family telling it, since they put it that it's always my fault.
As for the money, I'm slowly learning on how to do it. I've got a notebook now to budget my money. Hopefully that'll keep me on track and keep me going to not get into trouble again.
Suzz04