I think willravel is correct; God is not flicking you off and he is sad that you have chosen not to believe in Him. I don't think you will find answers to spiritual things in science or nature although both are a reflection of God. Rather, believing in the God of the Bible is a matter of faith and is not something that can be proven. It is intended to be that way; much of the Bible talks about faith. If you want to get answers about spiritual things you will have to search in the spiritual realms. For a christian perspective, which I urge you to at least consider, Hebrews ch. 11 in the New Testament, talks about faith extensively: "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. (ch.11 v.1).
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