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I think that what really kills me is that she treated me like a king. She would have done ANYTHING I asked (and I would have done the same for her). She was my only real source of emotional support .. she comforted me whenever I was stressed out, she worked tirelessly to make sure that I was happy.
Now, she's forgotten me. It seems as though she has been trying to erase me for her life. Don't get me wrong, I understand why - she wants to selfishly chase after her new infatuation. What really hurts is that all I asked of her was for her to give me some support as a friend. She refuses to help me in any way.
Now I am left wondering how someone could have been so go to me and now has taken a turn towards the opposite. I am afraid that I will never find someone who made me feel so good. I am afraid.
I'm trying to keep myself busy. Unfortunatlely my 'friends' are too consumed by their lazyness to go out to the bars (or anything really) with me which makes this even more tough.
I'm trying so hard .. but I still feel like I am drowning emotionally.
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