Thanks guys!
I love this place because of all the highly inteligent, supportive people. I've been a long-time TFPer and suffered many "upgrades" where I had to chance nicks .. so I knew you were an awesome crowd.
Thanks for all of your AWESOME comments! I'm incredibly greatful that you all took the time to post for me =).
Man it hurts right now - but I know I'll make it through.
I feel like I want to address everything people have said but I am sure that you all realize how right you are

. It is nice to feel so comforted by the things you guys have mentioned - I am always in awe of others' wisdom.
Thanks again my anonymous friends =)
Any other comments are more than welcome.
Will continue to keep you guys posted as I learn stuff ...