Darling, don't worry too much. If you are in love with your boyfriend, it won't be as painful. It will be more like pressure than pain. Try not to think about it too much and if this is what you want, do it without any regrets. Foreplay will get you very excited. My remember my first time, it was very emotional, it was not that painful, it was more pressure than anything. It's all about you being comfortable and until you don't feel that you are 100% comfortable with yourself, your relationship and your boyfriend, don't do it or you will have regrets later. Good luck with this.
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