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I got to see her for a little bit over my spring break, and I was happy to find that when with her, everything felt right and I was in love with her as strongly as ever, and to Seeker, if I lost her I'd lose a person who I wanted so much that I came out of my shell to be with her, and a person who brings out the best stuff in me and has helped me learn more about myself. I'd lose someone who has helped me communicate with my family better and made me realize that I do want to get married and have a family, not just be alone. I have looked rather at times and totaly forgot about time and thought that this moment might as well be 20 or 30 years from now, and I be just as happy. I'd lose someone who I know that I care about unconditionaly, no matter what I'm feelnig or what state our relationship is in if I see that she needs me I instantly switch modes and try my best to make things better for her., I'd lose someone I can talk to everyday for hours and not get bored, and who (when we are together) I can just lie with and not say a word and feel completely comfortable. I'd someone I'd spend every waking mintue with. I''d lose someone who truly loves me and has stuck with me through this all, someone who went into this long distance realtionship before I even told her I loved her.
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Here are some phrases I'd like to be able to say, in all honesty, before I die.
"That's it, send out the ninjas!"
"So then I had to kill my way to the second floor."
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