Hi Ella, I am really sorry to hear. There is no special way to deal with death, time does it. I lost my mother a few years ago also and I miss her terribly along the way, but I only pray for her to be safe in god's arms.
Atleast you have your daughters with you, and I am sure your mother would want you to be happy. It's still new, only three months, I understand that it must get really difficult at times, but when you feel sad and hurt, just think of the the memories with her and that alone should get you through. I am sorry once again. *Hug*
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