BigDonkey2

Abaya, theres no really way we can talk online. She has to use the computers at school and there are classes and people waiting in line, so that kind of rules out talking online. I just got off the phone with her and it doesnt sound so well. You are exactly right Cimarron. Neither of us wants to be the one to say that we're done. I mean I guess we could take a break but I don't know if that will help. We are two different people and don't really have all that much in common. I guess we were just opposites that attracted. I'm going to think about it tonight and call her tomorrow and see how she feels as well.

Its just so hard to imagine your life without that person. I mean she's all I've known for the past year and a half. Yes its going to be weird if we do breakup, but I'm sure I'll be ok. She is my first love. I'm just kind of worried about her. She seems so sad over it, but I guess thats what happens. I guess I just have to look out for myself first. We're never happy anymore together on phone, especially for the past 2 weeks. Its been nothing but getting into arguments and bickering and it just sucks and doesn't seem like its going to get any better. Things were going so well for the first month and a half and all the sudden in the past two weeks things have just came tumbling down. I'll let you guys know what happens.