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Nemi · 03-08-2005, 08:05 AM

Thank you sweetpea and abaya for your replies. It makes me feel a bit better, I thought I was a bit odd.

My general feelings on sex: I think I used to think about it in a very intellectual and feminist way (that men are bad and make women suffer), so I told myself that it's better to avoid them. Well, now that I've met the man I love, my thoughts are quite different: I am looking forward to sex with him. We did do some few things: fingering and I had this amazing moment, him on a chair and me on him (all dressed). Was simply incredible.

Yes I am quite shy about sex and nakedness. I was worse before, but I more comfortable now about nakedness.

I felt quite amazed when I saw his penis, scared and a guilty (that what my parents would think and I am not supposed to do that - I come from a quite open background but sex is not talked about openly at home). I was quite confused. And yet now with the distance, I think of him and his instrument quite often, that I had the opportunity and didn't use it as such. I actually fantasize a lot about what he and I could do. I read online how some women and the majority of them like their men's penises (I read some old replies on TFP), how much they liked to lick and suck it. I think I'd like to spend more time touching him, feeling him and look at his cock while he sleeps. I like his smell around this area, quite intoxicating.

I felt quite defensive when he told me that, that I didn't like him when I saw him and that there was not that crude animal response in my eyes. I tried telling him that moment on the chair was just amazing. But I think I understand where he comes from, that probably the confused look might have suggested I don't like him. I do think he could give me lots of pleasure...

03-08-2005, 08:05 AM	#4 (permalink)
Nemi Upright	Thank you sweetpea and abaya for your replies. It makes me feel a bit better, I thought I was a bit odd. My general feelings on sex: I think I used to think about it in a very intellectual and feminist way (that men are bad and make women suffer), so I told myself that it's better to avoid them. Well, now that I've met the man I love, my thoughts are quite different: I am looking forward to sex with him. We did do some few things: fingering and I had this amazing moment, him on a chair and me on him (all dressed). Was simply incredible. Yes I am quite shy about sex and nakedness. I was worse before, but I more comfortable now about nakedness. I felt quite amazed when I saw his penis, scared and a guilty (that what my parents would think and I am not supposed to do that - I come from a quite open background but sex is not talked about openly at home). I was quite confused. And yet now with the distance, I think of him and his instrument quite often, that I had the opportunity and didn't use it as such. I actually fantasize a lot about what he and I could do. I read online how some women and the majority of them like their men's penises (I read some old replies on TFP), how much they liked to lick and suck it. I think I'd like to spend more time touching him, feeling him and look at his cock while he sleeps. I like his smell around this area, quite intoxicating. I felt quite defensive when he told me that, that I didn't like him when I saw him and that there was not that crude animal response in my eyes. I tried telling him that moment on the chair was just amazing. But I think I understand where he comes from, that probably the confused look might have suggested I don't like him. I do think he could give me lots of pleasure...