Ah. A week later and she divulges the real reason for dumping me; it allows her to go out with this other male. Good thing she told me over MSN, it reduced me to a blubbering wreck, a sobbing shadow of my former manly self.
Worst of all, she doesn't seem to feel bad at all. How can you trust and love and respect someone so completely only to find out they never really loved you at all, they were just waiting for something better to come along. Her comforting words: "You'll get over it" may have some validity as she certainly seemed to get over it pretty quickly.
Sorry to sound so bitter, but I know there's people out there who know how I feel and it feels good to get it all out. This really got to me. I honestly thought she was the woman I would spend the rest of my life with. I know that sounds a bit naive but it's true. I loved her and am still in love with her and don't know how to even begin getting over her. As always, your replies are welcomed
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