Originally Posted by Phaenx

None of this is really a big deal. I don't know why I posted it, I guess I just wanted to get it off my chest. I'm going to tell her regardless of what council I recieve. The few months before I enter EE will be worth any fighting that may follow, if we break up then I guess it wasn't worth the trouble. I don't really care if she reacts harshly. It's more important that I am true to her, and for all of our sakes myself. I am a brash person and holding something like this back is a feeling that borders on physical pain. Whether or not she's ready to commit to me is a problem, but it would be cowardly to let it stop me. So I'm going to do it. Not tonight, she'll be drunk. Probably not tommorow, I won't see her in person. It'll just happen the next time I see her will be on Valentines day. So for all my gushy drama, I'm just going to end up a hokey dork. But at least she'll know how I feel.