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oh my...
this relationship isn't a relationship; doesn't that make you feel dirty beyond comprehension??? yes, my god, it would bother me... so much as that i wouldn't have sex with him anymore, i'd be too creeped out, mad at the fact that he's not thinking of me when getting an erection, etc. if you think that he's fucking you because it's his civic duty to your relationship... i advice leave now, or seriously talk about this. this is NOT healthy. why are you faking orgasms?? they don't help the situation... nor does it make you (or him) feel any better about what's going on. he's got to know your faking it and doesn't care... that's not right.
you need to TALK to him, about everything that's bothering both you and him and what's going to happen to what's left of your relationship... because outside of this, it's just a friendship. right? TALK TO HIM, stop having pity-sex... i'm sure it doesn't feel good!
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