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I am gonna try to get into a computer course through the government, Because i am collecting employment insurance the government will pay for my schooling. I just made an appointment to see an advisor on wensday.

I hope this will be a big motivator, I'm thinking it will be..but i'm kinda nervous at the same time. I don't really have any confidence in myself and this is what holds me back from doing alot of things, But i forced myself today to pick up the phone and call HR and they directed me on who to call about getting into a course. I figure you can't lose in taking a computer course because..well, Computers are pretty much the future..everything is gonna be computer related sooner or later.

So on Wensday I have to go to this office and speak with an advisor, I guess about what course i wanna take. The lady who i set the appointment up with told me that, The first 20 minutes is a group orientation or some shit..Then i go one on one with the advisor. She said in total i will be there for about 2 1/2 hours, I am kinda mind boggled on what me and this advisor are gonna be talking about for 2 hours.

But all in all even considering the little bit of nervousness in my stomach, I'm looking forward to getting into a course and meeting new people.

I just wish this was something i did 6 years ago when i was 20, I keep thinking that it's too late for me to be going to school..I know it's never too late, But that's the way i feel.

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