This is a very sad thread.
I have had many people in die in my family during my lifetime. The one I still talk to in my head and sometimes out loud, is my grandma. There is nothing wrong with doing that. It helps me.
I cannot imagine though, loosing a parent. I don't even want to know what that will be like. My heart goes out to you, and I hope that you know that you still can also talk to your mom. She is still with you, just not in the physical form that we find the most comforting. You have to learn how to find comfort in knowing that she is here and with you and accept that you still do have her in your life, just in another way.
I wish the best for you.
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