My brother died 7 months ago. It still hurts very much, although it is getting better. I know how you feel about not being able to talk about it with anyone; he committed suicide and there is still a stigma about this and a lot of people feel uncomfortable discussing something like this. I am still dealing with it each and every day; not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I guess my only advice is to take it one day at a time.
If you want to pm or email me, feel free. I would be happy to talk to you if you want to. There are some great folks at this site too, and I bet I'm not the only one who feels this way.
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