Frustrated rant, maybe some questions
Ok, this might get kinda long.
When I was younger I was a chubby girl. I lost a bunch of weight, but that was never good enough for me. I've always had to work three times as hard and watch what I eat more than anyone I know. Once I got out of high school, my eating habits didn't change, but I was no longer able to spend three hours or so working out every day. I ended up gaining some weight, and when I started birth control it didn't help. I've struggled with it for the past couple years, and just again started being able to lose some. It just seems that as soon as I lose weight, I can keep it off as long as I spend all my free time exercising. I'm an active person, I don't have a sit down job at ALL, as a matter of fact I chase after kids all day at work. I don't eat junk food, I try to drink lots of water, and I don't really drink too much alcohol anymore. I've just recently started REALLY trying to lose weight again, and I'm just really frustrated right now.
Does anyone else struggle this much?
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