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i went and saw her this afternoon. i got a lot of answers, not that i really wanted to know but i got a decent amount of detail. im still confused. i do care but the more i think the harder it is to think that i can go back to a trusting relationship. it sucks cus we shared a lot of interests. its rare for someone to understand my sence of humor and not flee as soon as i start talking puters. im giving this some time for me to hash out whats going on in my head, i just cant wrap my brain around this right now. i talked with a buddy of mine who had this happen to and he reccomended that i just leave her at the curb but if im not i should firmly establish what our relationship is/means. as a side not i have not hit the bottle like the pattern would suggest. my friends didn sit me down and get me high enough to stop trembling so i think im gonna be ok. i know my biggest hurdle will be my trust issues now.
p.s. yes i know im a fool.
p.p.s. johnny cash is definatly the artist of the hour for me.
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