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I've had similar doubts in the past and I've found the best thing is not to put pressure on myself to sort them out immediately.
When I've questioned my beliefs in the past, I've often come to the conclusion that I've been questioning the Church and religion, rather than the existance of God.
With this realisation, it has been quite easy for me to redefine my realtionship with God, with less of a reliance on the Church.
I can also now live with my understanding that the bible should not necesssarily be taken that literally. The messages that are in it at much more important than whether an event actually happened or not.
After all, much of it was written long after the episodes happened, so accuracy might not always be its strong point.
Again, dont stress yourself by needing quick answers to very important questions. the answers will come if you give them time.
Good Luck with you quest.
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