Konichiwaneko

You reached a higher level of emotions with him (both good and bad) that isn't easily obtainable from anyone or everywhere. Because of this, the posistion you are in is very understandable one.

The simple thing is to make sure you are not deluding yourself. Emotions lead to great things, but also to some pretty major mistakes. If he is still your best friend, that could be a thousand times better then being your lover.

Then again the reverse could be true. Pretty much all I could recommend is to think over it and within paint a scenario from what you know and how you feel and reflect upon that.


If it helps you I fell in love with my best friend, we had a powerful and stunning relationship. Eventually time passed and I broke her heart more then she broke mine(Never any fights, just a bad decision on my part after she moved. I ended the relationship because I was alone and weak), and even today 4 years after we've broken up I regret it. Worst part is I don't tell any girl I've date afterwards but for some reason they can tell a part of me, I can say a large part of me, misses Katt.

Why didn't I persue her? Well she only just last year sent me a "I'm dead to you email" after I just said hello to her on her birthday. Like I always did everyyear. I've come to realize then I now I'm in love and infatuated with the memory of the moment, and that I can't persue the person or venue so long after the fact. Those memories are what's most dear to us, and one day... one day those memories will sit with others from someone or something new and glorious.



On another note I do admit from your picture you smile like someone who'se mind is free from this scenario.

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