finding the despair in confusion
Does this girl really like me? We have been seeing eachother occasionally for 2 months... the first week or so we were together every night, we didnt even really know eachother but shed fall asleep in my arms. i saw her last sunday and it ended with a passionate kiss... she was supposed to go with me to the modest mouse show tonight and it was a huge deal to me and she knew it. said she couldnt get out of work... i called her after the show and she was drunk at her friends apartment... when she was talkin to me she was callin me "dude" and shit. am i tripping or is this just bullshit, me practically loving her and her just thinking of me as another dude friend that for some reason has spent some time in bed with...?
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