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counseling service is available - and I already have planed an advisory meeting. I will be working most of the time - hopefully *crosses fingers*
My schooling is in question every semester - finances and such. So it is nerve racking to have me dad look at my grades and make comments on my usually low perfomance for three weeks before rendering his final decision. The thing is that I work in the shadow of my younger brother who is stellar straight A's. I constantly struggle with academics and work hard to be a B - C student. B's and Cs dont often bring in the money. If I could get private scholarship I would - but there are so few not tied to the government, and my school doesnt accept government money.
*grits teeth* life is complicated. I hope 21 is a better year for me than 20.
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And so its over
Your fantasy life is finally at an end
And the world above is still a brutal place
And the story will start again
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