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Well there's lots of things that i do that I don't tell him. I've never admitted to him that I masturbate. It's not something that I'm comfortable with. it's private. he's a very conservative person. we're both from chinese cultural background, so he never even would admit that he masturbates (although i think i've heard him in the shower - the door is always locked too).
so yes I did marry him. yes we are intimate. But I don't think we are going to be as North American in our relationship as you people are.
Even online, its anonymous. I don't show my face, and i get the liberating freedom to spread out (so to speak). So my keeping him out of the loop doesn't mean i feel guilty about it.
I do other things like shopping, going out for lunch, meeting friends without telling him. This is one more of those things. (i'm rationalizing) But I do not want him knowing that i am so slutty at the same time i need to have this sense of freedom.
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