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Neither one of us dates for the heck of dating. When we first got together that was the first thing we discussed. Neither one of us are wanting flings, and that's not what this is.
Now you ask how I truely feel about this. No girl in their right mind wants their boyfriend dating other people, especially friends that they've had for what five years now.
A while back, I learned a hard lesson, and that lesson was what love really was. (for me anyways) Going into this relationship, knowing it wasn't a fling and would not be treated like one (hence the honesty between us), I fell in love.
The whole reason for the situation and the frustration is because I know what love is (for me). My b/f does not. He cares very much for me. He really likes me, but he does not know exactly what he feels. He doesn't know what love is (for him).
Because I love him, and because I respect him so much, I said he could go out with my friend if that was what he felt he needed to truely do for him, for us. I am not the kind of girl that refuses to understand. I understand where he is coming from, and I respect it. All of us have already gone through this, or will go through this sometime in life.
Yes I love him, and yes I want to be with him. But that doesn't mean that I don't understand. I Do Understand.
If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask us both. We will try to answer the best we can.
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I am not afraid of tomorrow; for I have seen yesterday and love today!
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