I suppose in a sense, it has happened that I'll be very excited (I'm not the quiet type) in the middle of sex and then the guy comes and it's like, he didn't ask whether I did or not, and doesn't seem worried...in fact he seems to think that I have (not that they say anything, but just have that "look")...and I don't say anything to the contrary so that would be faking in a way no? Eh, it's harmless as long as it's not the rule rather than the odd exception. Maybe I should be more demanding lol
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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