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I think the way he wrote this tells much about why he feels this way. he "gave his viginity up" he held onto it with value and then he just felt like he tossed it out with little or no care. he did it because of pressure not because he loved the person he was with and wanted to be closer to them. He did it for the wrong reasons and he feels bad about it, that negativity is being passed on to the act of sex and making feel empty without love. I suggest you just refrain from sex again till you find a person you truly love and take the time to get to love them so deeply that the only way you can become closer is it make love to them, you might not feel as empty then.
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