I do not think your g/f is trying to trick you. You mentioned that she loves you. I think she is just trying to allow you the opportunity to find out exactly how you feel.
You said that you don't know how you feel because you have never been in love and don't know what love is.
If you are going to go through with it, I would advise you not to sleep with the other girl until you know for a fact that it's over with your current g/f. I think once you sleep with the mutual friend you will lose your g/f.
I also agree, if you persue this thought of the mutual friend, that you should take time off from your current g/f. Maybe you just need sometime alone to sort through your thoughts and figure out how you really feel towards her. You never said how much time you spend with her or how close you two are.
Best of luck in your situation, I KNOW it's incredibly hard to figure out.
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