It sounds like you're on the right path, realizing there might be an issue. You're realizing that you may need some help to work though your thoughts about your past, present and future. Preferrably, you can find someone who is an unbiased third party, like a therapist, that can talk you through your past, so you can analyze it and come to terms with it now, so you can lead a future without that weight of unresolved feelings.
You can do it, and you'll be thankful you did...for the rest of your life...
Oh, and your boyfriend might be happy you did it too. :-)
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