kg, so sorry to hear about how you started out. I've been married 20 years and faithful. When my wife and i got together in the beginning, it was kind of love at first sight. Maybe thats what you need. You have a right to be suspicious and fearful of men. Just keep looking until there's chemistry. I dont know if you have that with your boyfriend. If you do, maybe therapy. If not, maybe you should look elsewhere. Tough advice but maybe something to think about.
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