Spotila

It was my day off studying today. I went and bought roses and had them delivered to her classroom. What a lovely surprise that must've been, though I didn't recieve and instant thankyou.

But anyway, we went for a walk tonight in the park. Just a short one, she had to be home. We chatted and kissed and everything was as it normally is. Peaceful, happy, playful. I dropped her off home and walked 35 minutes to my place, a walk I make twice I day just for her.

It's now later in the evening, and we start chatting on msn. We're discussing dresses and fireworks, two common topics. We start to discuss her courses once she gets to uni, she wants to become a secondary school teacher. "My lil school teacher/social worker" I told her, to which she replied "my lil no-hoper", as a joke. After a few more 'jokey' lines, she spits out "I think we should break up. You never accept my opinons. We are not the same anymore." I told her she was scaring me and she said "yea well it happens".
(and for the record, I take total respect in all her opinions and wishes as best I can, even when I disapprove). She went offline, unlike usual not wishing me any love, asking me to text her, and so on. I text her inquiring what was wrong. "What would you care". I told her I was ready to listen when she was ready to tell me, as always.

Also a few days prior, she states that "we never tell each other anything anymore". I swear I tell her everything that happens to me each day.

I guess what I'm asking is, where could this have come from? Yes we've had fights before, but they last a day if that. Today I did more for her than I usually do, and this happens. We've been together only 4 months but, it's the most incredible thing to ever happen to either of us. She's well known for saying things she doesn't mean on impulse, this is the thing I try to remember. I be strong, try not to reply with anger or spite. It's very tricky.

Causes for this? The pill affecting her hormones? We are both young, and as you can imagine we've made promise after promise which I sincerely intend to keep. She still has years left in her teens where I can respect she wants to have fun, be wild etc etc. And she does this without any bitching from me.

I'm not sure what else I can tell you, if you have questions I'm happy to answer them. It's just advice I'm asking for. Any help at all will be greatly appreciated. Thanks a lot.
Paul