feelin really sad
Well, today I just found out that my gf is going to be spending the spring semester over in Paris. Shes in Marseille right now and comes back a few days before Christmas. She told me she would look into it last week and wouldn't know for sure until this week. Well, its not too late for her to register and shes going. This fucking blows for me. I've been counting the days till she comes back in anticipation of getting to spend the spring with her, but all those hopes and dreams have been shattered. Its tough enough as it is right now. Although next semester I'll have baseball to keep me busy but its still going to suck. I'll get to see her like twice before she leaves again. The semester over there starts in February and ends in May. I'm really bummed out. I've been really sad all day. Maybe a few words of advice would help, but for the most part I'm really bummed out. I really wanted her to watch me pitch this season because I have the potential of getting drafted. I guess we can't all be happy. Its something she really wants to do and I can't stop her from doing what she wants to do. I'm just really sad about it. Thanks in advance for words of comfort.
-BigD
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