Just re-read the mission again for this thread.
Strangest? I met a girl who on the first date wanted me to take her home to my place, explicitly.
I took her home, got naked in bed, and then she started her trip. I figured out later that she had to feel "raped" to get off. But she didn't discuss it first. WHat she did was cuddle, get me in her, then act like I was forcing her. I completely freaked, backed off, then she pulled me in and demanded that I go after her again. I did, and she started the rape thing again.
If she had said something first, I might have gotten into the role playing, but I think she was embarrassed about her need.
So I finished what she wanted, but felt completely used and dirty, like I had done something wrong. She went home happy as a clam who'd soaked in Budweiser for the evening.
Weird. But damn her body looked great in the candle light. She could have been a centerfold.
Later I thought that maybe she had been abused by family members. She was late teens, and seriously screwed up. Never saw her again, and didn't find out more about her.
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