| depression can be overwhelming, unreasonable, and illogical.  i've dealt with it for years myself.  my advice - get some professional help.  a doctor, psychiatrist, or counsellor can help you identify some of the sources and determine if medication or therapy would help.  
 personally, i take some medication and see a counsellor regularly.  the medication really helps me, and i find having someone to talk to that is not at all involved in other aspects of my life (counsellor) to be helpful.
 
 anyway,  my $.02
 
				__________________Depression is just anger without enthusiasm. It’s having an empty beer bottle but no one to throw it at.
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