I have felt like this from time to time. Even though I do have friends and family who care, I feel alone a lot. In my case, I think it's because I feel that there aren't many people I can relate to or talk about things with. I also tend to isolate myself. Loneliness sucks.
But only you can pull yourself out of it. Don't sit around waiting for someone to come to your side. You need to snap out of it and go hang out with your friends. Even if you go out with someone on a one on one basis. Sometimes it just helps to talk to someone about everyday shit or whatevers on your mind.
People tend to stay self involved and that may lead you to think that they don't care about you. The truth of the matter is that we're all on this earth trying to live our lives the best we can. Who knows, maybe some of your friends are feeling the same way and think that you dont care about them. Pick up the phone, call a buddy up, go out for a drink or just hang out and talk. Just remember, listen as much as you talk so that it's mutually gratifying.
Don't get too down. Try not to dwell on it. Get out and do something. That's usually all it takes.
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This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.
Tool - Parabola
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