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I have to comment on your confidence - you think you are ugly. WTF is up w/that?! You are who you are. Big boy? Hit the gym. Scrawny boy? Hit the gym. Covered w/pimples on your body? Use the meds. Other than that, what makes you ugly? Clothes? Change them. Hair? Change it. Glasses? Try contacts, or a new pair.
Bottom line - only YOU can make you think you are ugly. (And be honest - you've never seen what you thought was a little/ugly guy w/a beautiful girl?)
Before you will find someone that loves you, you have to love yourself (I know, it's an old saying, but it's true). Find out what you can do to stand out. If nothing else, hit the gym to improve yourself. As one area of yourself improves, others will follow. If you can't afford to go to the gym, there are plenty of exercises you you can do at home. Machines are not necessary. Treadmill? Go for a run (or walk). Weights? (Use your body as resistance for push-ups, pull-ups, et al.)
Prostitute or fake vagina? I've never used either, and I don't reccommend you do so. Both will leave you wanting more than they can/will provide. You're still a young pup. Learn to love yourself. Once you do that, the rest will follow. I guarantee it.
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