that's a rough month, dude. i don't think anyone will fault you for feeling low.
mourn your losses. keep the lines of communication open with your family and your old friends. these days, with email and chat and such, your loved ones are just a keyboard away.
you've just started college. you may have no idea how much your life is going to change over the next few years. i know i was suprised by how different i was after my first year at school.
a year from now you'll remember your grandmother's passing and be sad. but you'll also be anxious to get back to school and be with your friends again.
personally, i did things a little differently. i followed my high school girlfriend to the college she went to. the relationship ended a semester and a half later. but then i met the woman i ultimately married.
anyway, i've rambled enough at this point.
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