She understands why I can't come but she is upset at the fact that I was telling her that I would do anything to come visit and then I just changed my mind. She already took the money she was saving for me and went out and bought herself some clothes. She doesn't want to talk about it anymore because it will make her upset even more as well as myself. I talked to her on the phone this morning and she seemed to sound pretty good. Its just one of those decisions I have to make. She says that I'll never be able to make up for not going, but I think surprising her at the airport will be my best shot at redeeming myself.
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