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She tries to help me get off, but then she gets frustrated because she becomes bored and I'm getting no where. It's just a very frustrating ordeal because I don't understand why I can't be the typical college guy. It sometimes like right now drives me to feel suicidal eager to do something rash. She gets frustrated too calling me an asshole because I'm dwelling over the situation... she thinks I need to go fix my other medical problems and then after that's done we'll worry about this. God the things she told me the other night when she failed to get me off made me want to die. This all stems from way back when when I said something disrespectful to her after I lost my erection while putting on a condom. It's just so frustrating, I don't know what to do. I shouldn't have to be talking with people online about this, but I don't see any other choice. Whenever I bring it up with her she tells me to not worry about it right now, I then get into a bad mood because of the things she told me that one night, and then she calls me an asshole for not forgetting about it.
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