so it seems to me everyone is saying time will make me feel better. she says i'm her best friend though and she wants to stay friends. i get the feeling this isnt possible. but the thing is, she's my best friend too so obviously i dont want to lose her. this is so thoroughly confusing. some people say its possible to stay friends, others say that you shoudl sever contact but i dont think i can actually sever contact. the idea of severing contact is just mad to me. Like ive said (i know im sounding like a broken record) my feelings for her havent changed. I still love her. so severing contact is like severing contact from the person i love and its just really really hard.
Hmmm. guess ive got a lot of thinking to do. i want to text her now and ask her what shes been doing all day and how she is but i guess that isnt a healthy way to move on.
I think the first thing i have to do is come to terms with the fact i have to move on. i dont think i really believe she has split with me. i cant not think she may get back with me. oh man. this is messed up.
I'd just like to thank everyone in this thread that has replied. everything is very helpful and i appreciate you imparting your advice very much.
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