One bit of good news for you is that while her not being there may suck now, when she does finally return and you two meet, it will likely be an overwhelming and awesome experience, one that might make the wait worthwhile (maybe).
It's kind of like eating Big-Macs. Eating one every day is kind of sickening, but if you don't eat one for months, and then have one, it can be an enjoyable experience that transcends words.
Take care, and be well.
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"Yes, I rather like this God fellow. He's very theatrical, you know, a pestilence here, a plague there. Omnipotence. Gotta get me some of that." -Stewie
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