my gf is gone....
She went to France for 3 months to study abroad. I can't help but feel sad and lonely inside. I'm really trying to keep myself as busy as possible to try not to think about it too much. Today is just a really bad day for me. We talked on the phone and it was really nice, but hanging up was the hardest part. She was telling me all about her weekend and stuff and it kinda made me sad, but I know shes having fun on her own, which is most important. 91 more days to go. I know I can do this but its going to be really tough. I guess I'm just looking for some friendly support from my fellow TFPers. I could really use it right now. I feel really crappy today. I really can't wait for her to come back. I email her everyday and will write letters at least once a week. I want to surprise her and pick her up from the airport when she comes back. We go to school down in SoCal, so I'd have to fly up to her house in NorCal and pick her up from San Francisco. I think she'll flip. Just trying to think happy thoughts right now. Thanks in advance everybody. I really appreciate it.
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