phyzix525

Well get this, this morning I wake up and she is not here. She works till 2 at the bar, so I usually don't wait up for her. I woke up this morning and she is not here. I kinda freaked out thinking...well you know. I called her phone and no answer so I called her sister and she told me that she is proably with whoever it was she went out with on saturday. the day that this all started. Apperently she met someone she used to work with (a girl) and they went out on sat. then all of a sudden she realizes just how much she missed going out. So I think that has alot to do with this, she told me about all these people that hang out at this bar that she knows from school and past work. What makes me mad is that she knows I like to go out also and would like to go with. I am not a jealous person so its not like I would care if she talks to guys that are there as long as she, well you know, is not sitting in their lap or whatever.

As for her wanting to fuck anything that moves, well she was doing that before she met me, she has been sexually active since she was 13. so she has had a few more partners than I.

And my changing jobs is not that big of a deal, I want to get a job that I have been looking at for a while that does not work on weekends. Right now I am selling Homes for a new home builder here in Tulsa and its not paying what I need for as many hours that I am putting in.

Has anyone separated and then got back together, somehow worked things out? or should I just figure this is just preliminary divorce?

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