Um, to put it succinctly, no. It is not worth this.
I am getting divorced because of this very situation - my wife loved to fight. She would scream, yell and throw things. I'd just sit there and take it all. Basically, this is emotional abuse, and you shouldn't have to put up with it.
Do you want to live every day of your life afraid of when she'll go off next? Do you want to hate going home? I began to hate the drive home from work.
At what price do you put happiness?
And here is a tip - after a while, there will be no make up. There will be no forgiving each other. She'll scream, and that'll be alright for her to do.
I know you love her. I love/loved my wife. I just couldn't take it any more. Time to move on.
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