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Thank you.
Maybe I made her out to be worse than she is. I really do like her as a person; but she does have problems. I seem to attract really fucked up girls for some reason; I have no idea why. I don't think I've ever had a relationship with a "normal" girl "next"door".
She is really self concious - to the point of making me uneasy.
She is a honest girl I think; I truely do not think there is an evil bone in her body.
I think I understand WHY it happened, probably alot of things contributed.
I realized it's not forever. I realize there doesn't HAVE to be a reason.
I don't know how to quit thinking about it.
I don't know how to move on, like getting daily boners for example.
.... With all that said; I did spend some quality time with a quality movie, and am feeling quite a bit better. Let's hope it lasts.
I'd still like to hear other's ideas....
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