Yeah I know I've been acting like a bitch, but this girl scares the hell out of me. It's like I'd rather leave things hanging than find out whether or not she really likes me. Like if I leave things hanging then I can still entertain the thought that it might work out. But if she says no, then that's it; nothing. Which is certainly what it is now....
It's never been this way with any other girl though. All of the other girls I've dated I never would have really cared if they had turned me down.
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