This is just a phase, due to the sudden change in circumstances. You miss the life you left behind, you're envious of the fun your friends are having without you. It's all part of going to University, growing up, moving on. But it will pass, trust me.
It's hard making friends, I know. But try and do so, and you'll soon learn to love university life. Make friends at college events, bars, or during class, workgroups, projects. And concentrate on your life and the fun things you do instead of holding on to what you left behind, because that just isn't gonna be the same anymore, even if you do go back during holidays or whatever. It's time to move on. I'm not saying drop your old friends, no; but restructure your life around your current surroundings. Your old friends will be there for you always, if they are real friends, so you don't have to worry about losing out on all the fun they're having now without you...
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I want no escape.
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