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Originally Posted by powerclown
If it is something you would like to avoid, why not just avoid it, and be done with the matter? Problem solved, no?
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Um, yeah. Come to think of it, I thought I was doing well doing just that. It worked all through high school, and the early part of university -- right up 'til my Valentine's Day suicide attempt, when I realized some truths about myself that couldn't be discarded just because they were inconvenient.
Besides, I'm speaking from an emotional level here. Intellectually, I realize that I _do_ want a sexual relationship, but it's difficult getting over this emotional block.
Anyway, thanks for sharing. I don't think I'm looking for an answer so much as just "venting" and looking for feedback in that manner (who says that only women do this? huh??) rather than a concrete solution, which although it would be nice, really is impossible in this context. Thank you all for your efforts, though.