I wrote some poems the other day because frankly I didn't know how else to express myself and well here goes.
I’m stuck in a world where no one loves
I can’t love because I can’t be loved
This is a world where no one can be trusted
I can’t trust based on my life’s past
Everyone seems to show no inner emotion
Everyone puts on appearances but nothing real
I’m stuck in world that resembles hell
I can’t escape it either because that’s where I’ll go
I am stuck
I stand on the edge of a blade
On one side is sorrow
On the other is jealousy
Both sides lead to despair
Both with results damaging
Both with no positive solution
Neither way is clear
But when is it
My vision is clouded by feeling
I’m faltering but I don’t know which foot to let go
But I can’t stay here or all I’ll do is get cut deeper
I want her to understand me
She doesn’t listen
I try to understand her
She won’t let me
I can’t make her love me
He doesn’t want me anymore
I feel I’m dying inside
She killed me
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