Heart goes out to you... but it's over. Think about yourself for a change. When was the last time you smiled? Can't think of it, huh... The life is yours, and you only get one go. Make the best of it. And don't waste it on someone who doesn't seem to care for you the way you do for her. If it's this bad when your engaged, do you REALLY want to be MARRIED to her?
Good luck... with what you decide, and all you do
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