Run, don't walk, out of this relationship. Salvage your sanity, save face, relax, and assess the situation logically and unemotionally.
In your mind, you know that this simply cannot work - stop trying to convince yourself otherwise. She does not sound like she was ever ready to make such a commitment, and did not understand the significance of it (and probably still doesn't).
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You do not use a Macintosh, instead you use a Tandy
Kompressor break your glowstick, Kompressor eat your candy
Kompressor open jaws, Kompressor release ants
Kompressor watch you scream, Because Kompressor does not dance
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